pretty eventful today.

church first of all.
it was hard to get up this morning, which was weird.
since i had like 7.5hrs of sleep yesterday anyway
but bleh.

got to church,
uncle tai taught galatians 3.
ive realised that our class works really well
when we have discussions.

like. today justin asked about
whether or not we go to hell if we dont repent.
since we know that God saves, and we are not saved by our deeds.
he gave the example of a Christian who murders someone
but doesnt repent.

after ss,
it made me realise how much i test God.
i lie and i know its superbad to lie,
but i do it anyway to protect myself
i curse at my parents (and in general) more times than i should
(which is not cursing at all)
and i expect God to forgive me each and everytime.
its like i seriously dont fear God.
and is obviously a stupid thing to be doing.
its not that i dont believe God exists
and that he saves out of his grace and mercy
and love.
so im exactly like that person,
so i wouldnt go so far as to murder, but
sin is still sin to God.

someone (chun? arthur?) pointed out that
no matter what sin you do
lie, cheat, steal, murder
its still the same to God.
its still sin.

we even talked about how
homosexuals and all,
will they go to hell?
arthur told us of this story he heard
like some guy went to his pastor
and told his pastor that he was gay.
and the pastor basically told him
that although he was gay
he didnt have to act on it.
like, he could be attracted to guys
but dont act on it.

then terence mentioned about like..
how our thoughts.. like,
such as thinking about murdering someone
its already committing murder.

then again though,
it applys to all people.
arthur pointed out an example, such that
if a gay committed adultery,
and a non-gay committed adultery,
both still sinned
its not that if you gay, you sin more or anything.
its the same.

sorry, ramblings.

anyhow, going back.
i take God for granted.
way too much.
so im not saved by deeds,
but still.
sinning hurts God so much.
if i honestly, truly loved God,
i wouldnt sin.
but its our human nature to sin
and its God's nature to be forgiving.
like thinking about it
even if one of my closest friends
kept betraying me
over and over and over and over again
there has to be a limit you know?

but God..
He's too amazing.
we betray him over and over and over and over and over again
and again and again and again and etc.
too many times,
sometimes that we dont even realise it.
and yet he forgives.
every time.
every single damn time.
and i take that for granted.

its not fair
that he plays such a huge part in this relationship
and all i do is reap all the benefits.

***

anyhow.
getting past that,
after church we went out to carlo
cynf, brenda, fee, me went in vinh's car.
LOL our church went in like
an entire FLEET of cars.
we were always around ken and jesse
and i waved to like
ranen's car, jesse's, ken's, esther's, alan's, meff's.

got to carlo ... village?
court?
crap. =_=
i always get those two mixed up.
the more asian one P: hahaa.
kirsten came to have lunch with us
yay
and the chinese place at the food court there was a whole lot better than i expected.
OH and JUU came back ! yayzors

im so proud of bhcac.
im so proud to be a part of bhcac.
i thrive on family and community,
dude...
seriously, theres just so much happiness radiating out of me when cmi + ubf + sometimes jwalking get together.

so much pride.

i love you guys so much! hahaha.
even though
all of you guys:
kenny, jesse, arthur, vinh, louie, ranen etc
you guys are so mean !
but i love you all anyway
=_=

it was hilarious though
because once we got to the dural place
it was basically only us (bhcac-ers)
and we were like
omg =_= hahaha

livingspring people:
bryan, jed, carissa and someone else i think...
came a bit later
and then after a long while
the livingstone people came:
calvinc, jeremy, leon, tim
seph, jon were with them too
and they came with other uni people that i didnt know

bhcac obviously beat livingstone + livingspring
ahahahahha <3

went to amanda-kj's afterwards
so that kenny and i could shower
watched a bit of home alone 2 as well

went to NATHAN'S AWESOME 21ST BIRTHDAY BASH (: (: (:
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D YAAAAY.
dar bin lo-ed and bbq'd. hahaha.
and obviously some people guitar hero-ed.
we sat around outside and talked about
HANNAH.

:D

i want an answer by TUESDAY, HANNAH.
hehehehehe.

had speeches,
i teared up :')
they were happy tears
AT GRACES STORY ROFLS.
nathan: respect for you has gone UP UP UP.

jesse totally kept trying to steal nathan's ps3
(his birthday present)

and yea.
dad didnt rage at all
once i got home
which was suprising.
but im so thankful that he didnt rage.
just as long as i actually work tomorrow LOL.
but i was feeling guilty
since mum and steph have gone to hk
and im supposed to stay with dad to have dinner with him
and yea..
+_+
he did rage at me on the phone though when i was still at nathan's.
since i said 1030,
didnt realise it would get that late
because we finished the vball/bball/soccer comp really late.
we didnt even get to nathans until at least 8pm

carbonara pasta for tommorrow night!

thankyou so much nathan for inviting me to your partay,
it was so awesome ^^

oh and
hannah/ cho's speeches today were terrible. xD
still love you two though. hahahahaha

and also, gave cho's bday prez to her + card.
which was a little miss splendid book
where we signed in the pages (:
prettyful! hehe.


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