36/ jacjicct+ (the people who know who they are) make me happy.

its scary that ive known you guys for so long.
so so long. more than a decade, approximately 13/17 of my life.
effing crazy haha
but i wouldnt want it any other way.

date on sunday made me realise how much you guys mean to me
its strange to think that we really have been through everything together.
and all of you know so much about my life,
matthew pearce alumni especially (:

i believe that God put you guys into my life for a reason though,
and if its only for this period of time
i am so grateful for it,
you guys mean the world to me.

especially you and you.
you because youve been there for me every time
even when i didnt even ask for your support
how can someone be so understanding ? lol
too thankful.
and you because like cho said,
theres a sense of security whenever youre there.
its unexplainable in words but its just there.
i trust you so much that its mindblowing.

gor, sorry for making you pull over
and answer our random and awkward questions haha
it was ... interesting.
the ladder theory. lolol.

and cho, LOL.
just. LOLOLOL.
no words. ahahaha
but you can wait until i get mine
and then you can laugh at me all you want/
im happy for you.

im laughing though
because i read back on those diary entries
and its so...
ironic
that its funny ahaha.

and youre right.
there are some things in this life
that just doesnt need to be said
what i asked him,
his answer really shouldnt matter
because either way
everything still means the same,
everything is just as important as it is without it being said

we want confirmation
but its not needed
because theres just so much trust between us all.

i am so thankful
for you guys.

x