i think i understand now. i always want to be a better person for you, which, is probably a good thing in the long run for myself. but if i want to change, as a person, its not going to be for you.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. or are we meant to change ourselves for the people we love ?
i keep having this thought in my head that someday we'll find each other after years of being apart.
ill rethink this when that happens.
x
... omggg. why do i keep thinking so negatively?! BE OPTIMISTIC .
i think i understand now. i always want to be a better person for you, which, is probably a good thing in the long run for myself. but if i want to change, as a person, its not going to be for you.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. or are we meant to change ourselves for the people we love ?
i keep having this thought in my head that someday we'll find each other after years of being apart.
ill rethink this when that happens.
x
... omggg. why do i keep thinking so negatively?! BE OPTIMISTIC .
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.”
TIFFANY TYC. 17 since 0307. HSC is my boyfriend. We're breaking up on the 2nd Nov 2010 at approx 1230pm :D I live on sugar, dairy milk chocolate, spagbol, caramel frapps and happiness. I can't get enough of The Three Musketeers, Perks of Being a Wallflower and Alice in Wonderland; quotes, shoes, photos, kpop, toy story 3 and other classic disney movies, ncis and all those crime tv series, long handwritten messages, nonticking clocks, tearjerkers, love that makes the world go round. My Hogwarts letter got lost in the mail when I was 11 so I'm at JRAHS insteadIt's breaking my heart that I have to change that ;_; I HAVE GRADUATED. I miss Ruse2010 so much. BHCAC is family, HK is motherland.
I want to always look at the world in an optimistic light and shine for Jesus Christ (: x