46/ watching really awesome movies like hitch makes me happy.

when i uninstalled msn,
i would have no idea how frustrating it would be
to not have something to talk to people in a matter of seconds.
sure theres my mobile
and a home phone
but its not INSTANT ENOUGHH
damn this globalization crap.
i totally get how our generation
is completely spoilt. everything has got to be instant.
right freaking now.
its actually quite annoying
that ive grown up like this.
how did people stand getting letters within weeks??
i cant even stand a few minutes/ hours without conversation.
its becoming overly pathetic.
so now im sitting at the computer feeling so very fidgety and i cannot do anything about it.
i wont let myself reinstall msn until this very awkward feeling goes away.
awkward as in, i can live my life without msn awkward.
and by the way, for today,
because ive been feeling so fidgety,
its too hectic for me to concentrate on my work
so really
i havnt done anything but go to english tutoring
make dinner
watch must love dogs and nim's island and half of hitch
play with my dog
wash dishes
and generally sit on this chair and find other procrastinate-y things on the internet
i really had no idea i could sit and blogstalk for about an hour.
to get rid of this fidgety feeling
i shall go sleep.
i have an iffy feeling about tmrw ? dont know why..
maybe ill do a maths paper first.
yes, i really should.
still to go:
1. reedit ancient
2. maths past paper
3. english 3u
4. english 4u
5. economics research
6. extension history major work
ohmygosh. this is so undoableeeee...
why was i wasting time when i have so much to do?!?!?!

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