i feel like im avoiding everything at the moment. trying to not face reality. allowing myself to think that i have so much time left for everything.
im at a standstill like i literally just waste time because i am so against doing something else its like i burnt out last year. frick.
i cannot do this to myself/ stop sitting in front of the computer all day its not the only thing you can be doing. maybe i should go running sometime. but then im afraid that when i come back ill be too tired to work
maybe ill take up knitting ill start doing art again its productive, and releases emotions (:
one day, ill just sit there and paint the canvas get out of this chair.
i feel like im avoiding everything at the moment. trying to not face reality. allowing myself to think that i have so much time left for everything.
im at a standstill like i literally just waste time because i am so against doing something else its like i burnt out last year. frick.
i cannot do this to myself/ stop sitting in front of the computer all day its not the only thing you can be doing. maybe i should go running sometime. but then im afraid that when i come back ill be too tired to work
maybe ill take up knitting ill start doing art again its productive, and releases emotions (:
one day, ill just sit there and paint the canvas get out of this chair.
“I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.”
TIFFANY TYC. 17 since 0307. HSC is my boyfriend. We're breaking up on the 2nd Nov 2010 at approx 1230pm :D I live on sugar, dairy milk chocolate, spagbol, caramel frapps and happiness. I can't get enough of The Three Musketeers, Perks of Being a Wallflower and Alice in Wonderland; quotes, shoes, photos, kpop, toy story 3 and other classic disney movies, ncis and all those crime tv series, long handwritten messages, nonticking clocks, tearjerkers, love that makes the world go round. My Hogwarts letter got lost in the mail when I was 11 so I'm at JRAHS insteadIt's breaking my heart that I have to change that ;_; I HAVE GRADUATED. I miss Ruse2010 so much. BHCAC is family, HK is motherland.
I want to always look at the world in an optimistic light and shine for Jesus Christ (: x