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30letters #5
Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 10:20:00 PM
Because I havnt updated for a while since exam week just got more and more hectic, I shall spam 30 letters today (: To my dreams: Taxxing Ash's way of writing this letter. I tried writing to my dreams, or about my dreams.. i think this is the easiest way possible to really know what I want in life at this very moment of being 16. I change my mind a lot on dreams. I'm such an indecisive person that I'm not really sure what I want in life. And I want a lot of things. Ive always been a supergreedy person haha. ==; But .. yea. I dream of getting over procrastination. I dream of being able to have a job that I love. I dream of falling in love with someone who's in love with me. I dream of going on roadtrips with my friends. I dream of going to Europe again. I dream of making lots of money so I can buy stuff :D I dream of designing my own house. I dream of being able to buy the furniture and decorate the place to how I like it and so I can keep it meticulously clean because even though I leave stuff everywhere, deep down, I'm a huge clean freak. I dream of being able to cook well. I dream of having a lot of photoalbums with lots of DEVELOPED photos, not just stuff on the computer. I dream of having a Disney movie collection. I dream of having a movie collection in general. I dream of getting 99+ ATAR I dream of enjoying uni to the max and making the most of my young adult life. I dream of being able to drift LOL I dream of finally being able to understand myself. I dream of eating crackling pork right now. Im hungry =_= I dream of finishing HSC I dream of being able to travel the world! I dream of travelling first class. I dream of owning my own shopping centre. I dream of weddings! (and not just my own). I dream of a day where I won't feel tired. I dream of inspiring people. I dream of always being happy and having a positive perspective of life, but not remaining naive. I dream of always being able to laugh until i cry, because there's nothing like the deep breathing after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for all the right reasons. I dream of being able to stick close to God throughout my entire life. But I realize that I can't stay asleep forever. These dreams cannot be reality unless I stop dreaming about it and really do something to fulfill these dreams. To a stranger I don't know who you are, but you could be my next best friend, or someone who could change my life. You could potentially kill me, or save me, or make me do something that I will regret forever, but I hope that it's a positive thing, whatever it is. I wish you the best of luck in life, and I want you to know that God loves you (: Furthermore, I hope that you have a character that brings out the best in everyone and can inspire everyone and just give hope, because we need more of those people in this world. Your ex-boyfriend/ crush Hey you. I'm not really sure what to say. I missed having you as a friend, I hated how awkward it got for the both of us, and I hope I came out of the mess a better person. I've realized the mistakes I made and I'm sorry that you had to deal with it. I overreacted a whole lot, and I never really believed you as much as I should have. It was a time in my life that I was just so unsure of everything and it scared me. But I really appreciated how you always remembered stuff I told you, how you would listen to my rants all the time, calm me, make me laugh a whole lot. You did so much for me during those few months and it made me happy. But it really really wasn't the right time for me at all. I think, basically.. no regrets. I've changed as a person because of you, and I hope in a good way. But I'm glad that we're still friends and it'll be interesting to see what life is like for the both of us in the very distant future. I'm looking forward to it though. Your favourite internet friend Nienke! I haven't emailed you for a looooong time ): I'm so sorry! It always was an interesting conversation and I learnt so much about the Netherlands that I really do want to visit it one day haha. I wonder what life is like for you now? I guess what stopped us from communicating anymore was that our emails to each other were always so freaking LONG, so it took me almost an hour every time that I replied to one of your emails and it just got too hectic. After HSC finishes though, I shall email you and wonder if you still remember me haha. --- Zomg lol catching up took so much longer than expected. To do: Stop internet shopping Finish 3u speech Finish eco back to the top? 7 comments
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