I have this major feeling that this post is going to be verrrryy disjointed.

You have to actually watch the initial news vid to really appreciate that Huntsville Rapist Bed Intruder Song LOLL. It's freaking catchy ): I watched it last night and had the song stuck in my head all day, damn you Bravin.

WE GOT OUR JERSEYS TODAY YAYYY. So the whole thing about us getting our jerseys refunded was a LIE. WAS IT YOU, MILO ?! I bet it was Milo who started the whole rumour. LOL. Anyhow, so when I got to school this morning, after CATCHING THE BUS for the first time in about a month, saw Kaz signing in, and then we saw people with their jerseys, so we were like OMGZ -runs to hsie staffroom- I think Ned, Channi, Janny, Dolly and Simon were in there handing out jerseys to peeps (THANKS BTW C: ) and it was pretty quick. Except for mine. ): ): I thought that the company had decided to be mean and not send out all the smaller sized ones.

But after Billy couldnt find his either, he went to check if someone else had already gotten it for him. Turns out that TOM had grabbed all of the MIC ones to give to us during practice XD THANKS LOL but I was worried for a while +_+;

Free first period, did nothing but bludge in the library reading picture books with Dolly and Lil, and then ended up in the snr study room with Chin, Yuz, Tom, Dolly and others watching all these weird vids on a video site similar to youtube. Can ANYONE tell me why watching someone get hit by an icecream truck is funny ? D: It sounded as if he actually DIED. ): but apparently he didnt. The person was being weird though, he completely deliberately walked into the middle of the road ==;;;

Anyhow, after that, Tom decided to set up CS on the laptops, and THEY TAUGHT ME HOW TO PLAY LOLZ. I annihilated Yuz :D That's all you need to know. Bahaha. Okay, kidding. He did kill me many more times than I killed him, but for someone who started playing today, apparently I did very well 8) yayy. CS is so retardedly unrealistic though. You can shoot people THROUGH THE WALLS. Like wtf that's just never possible okay. Not even with magic. You'd have to blast the wall first! BUT IT WAS FUNNN (: I won't game though, THERES NO TIME LOL. I'm already freakishly good at procrastinating, let alone start dar-geying.



I don't know what caused the change, but I am so much happier having you two as friends(: it makes me very happy that you guys dont actually hate me.. LOL.

NOTE TO SELF: BRING USB TOMORROW FOR SOPH (getting dramas) and MUDEY (getting songs) and work on 4u eng. yuuuuuuck. I love wednesdays though C: SO I HOPE TOMORROW IS A BEAUTIFUL DAYYYYY.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TOM!
You got my birthday text, so I don't really have to repeat everything I said to you already LOLS. HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!

Got maths back and ancient back already. So much regret but also so much motivation to work harder now.

x

Edit:

I just have this massive sudden urge to cry. I think the stress from trials has finally caught up to me and it's freaking overwhelming. That, coupled with the whole impossibility of so many different things, like you and maths and not being to understand myself.. GAH. I feel like I haven't cried for a long long time and I really really really need to just let go. I just want to stand at the top of a cliff and just scream forever. Maybe it's just me, but crying is such a huge emotional outlet. I also seem to be more motivated and more focused after crying. But fuck, I don't want to breakdown. But everything just seems so IMPOSSIBLE these days.

AND STOP TALKING ABOUT EXAM RESULTS. T_TT; farrrrr out.


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