IM IN DENIAL. SCHOOLS NOT ENDING ): ): ): ):
I really can't imagine not going to school anymore. It's just so weirdddd =_=;;
I'm actually really scared of bawling my eyes out on Monday too. I CANT CRY BEFORE MIC PERFORMANCE MANGZ ): ): I wont be able to concentrate properlyyyyy. They better shove in the MIK or whatever you guys are called RIGHT BEFORE so I can laugh til I cry, which is much better than bittersweet tears. And I hate my camera, so I can't take proper photos. I freaking miss my Lumix so much.

I'm annoyed right now too. For some reason, all this competitiveness between Ruse and Baulko is killing me =_=; I DONT KNOW WHYYYY. I love so many Baulkoians, but I hate how some of them have this intense dislike of Ruse. I think they mean it jokingly, hopefully, but all the stereotype about Ruse pisses me off. How can you guys be so judgemental without even understanding anything about us ?! I guess I'm sorta sensitive about the whole thing since at church I get the whole ooooooomg ruuuuuuse suuuuuuucks. I'm freaking sick of it. There's a neverending sense of OMGGG YOURE SO SMART, NO SYMPATHY. And at the same time, OMG YOU GUYS SUCK BECAUSE YOURE SO SMART. Do we get a freaking choice here? WHAT THE HELL. There was a huge period where my emotions were put down so many times because baulko kids just kept going on and on and on about how baulko > ruse. I hate it when people think they're superior.

Hm./ I have to stop being so sensitive.

On a happier note, Ruse 2010 has made me so insanely happy. I can be on the biggest highs with you guys - like today, after school LOL. MASS GROUP STICKER PHOTOOOS. 10 of us just piled into the Morning Glory sticker photo booth. It was crazy as, and we were all making so much noise, but so FUN HAHA. Actually, I don't even know who has them right now LOL. But I hope that whoever has them has a scanner D:

I guess it's about time to write a tribute to the grade who has made my life freaking awesomesauce. I have to say in advance, that I'm getting pretty sick of writing memory letters. ITS REALLY HARD TO WRITE ABOUT 12983209840932 MEMORIES OKAY. And the probability of forgetting SOMETHING is reaally high ==;.

So anyhow, I'll try my best (y)

... tomorrow.

Ps. I asked Bravin this earlier, but on Monday, if there was one person you could talk to for ages, who would it be? We sort of cheated and listed a few LOL, but yea, really made me think. I came up with five people - J, K, C, J, S. (:

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