omg okay so. I'm really insanely frustrated with myself about maths. I went into the exam feeling confident! And then I get up to about question 8 and then I die. AJSKFLJDSLKFJSDFKL. I really hate the feeling where I KNOW I could've done so much better, I left out a simple graphing question because I thought I could go back to it and finish it but ohmygasjdidkfjsdklf. I hate myself sometimes. I hate how maths doesn't come to me easily, and I hate how everyone else has no complications with this subject. It freaking frustrates me so so so so insanely much that EVERYONE ELSE CAN DO THIS AND I CAN'T. What is wrong with me. T_T FUckkk. It doesn't help that there's some people like tang and elaine who finish with like an hour to spare. It doesn't help that I was studying 3u today at macq and realised that none of it makes sense to me. All I do is start to work, get so tired from doing something that makes no sense to me, and just fall asleep from that tiredness. I don't KNOW why I can't get maths. I'm embarrassed that something so easy is so hard for me to understand. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO MATHS OKAY. I don't get why it's so hard for me to grasp this subject T_TT. FML. WHY ME.