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your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 4:34:00 PM
110/ when i finish memorising my essays, it will make me happy. I am slowly going insane from writing and rewriting my essays T_TT. At the moment, I've memorised my Mod B essay and half of Mod A and half of Mod C. I'm only weirdly memorising them at the moment because I AM SO FREAKING BORED. I love english, BUT I CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH +_+; I feel like I'm on edge at the moment. There is no way in this world I can relax until I finish tomorrow, and I am so scared that I am going to mindblank!!!! So I guess more writing for me. I'm actually more worried that I can't write fast enough tomorrow =_=; because my hand is aching already and I can't seem to find a good enough pen ): I used to have this AMAZING freebie pen, BUT IT RAN OUT OF INK. And because it's a freebie pen, I have no idea how to get another one. I've also realised that when I'm not relaxed, I ALWAYS have weird dreams. Like last night's dream had something to do with me having a $99 (or was it$999?) fee because I had overdue fees for Eastwood library books (WTF? I haven't even been to that library to borrow books for years!) And there was more, but I've forgotten them now. The night before Paper One, I had a dream about how I was at yum cha with my mum after the exam and I was talking about how I forgot to write the sections at the top of the page, so the markers wouldn't be able to distinguish between which section, and I was screwed. OBVIOUSLY NOT A GOOD OMEN. T_T. Mcf4dyen STILL HASN'T REPLIED TO MY EMAIL ABOUT MY MOD C ESSAY FML FML FML. What happens if they ask for one related for mod c?!??!?!? My essay would be like... 750-800 words only T_TTTTT CRAAAAAP. x STUDY HARD RUSE 2010! The headliner, finisher, I'm the closer, winner Best under pressure one second's left I show up If you're on the floor, bring out the fire, and light it up, take it up higher, gonna push it to the limit, give it more. i go hard, can't stop. but if i stop then just know that imma bring it back, never quittin on believin that. Edit: So last night, I was complaining to my mum about how my thumb was killing me because it felt like I was getting a blister from writing so much, and it was going red and felt like a hotspot. This morning, it was gone, but regardless, my parents went out and bought me ELASTOPLAST! LOLL. It's like a cling wrap bandaid HAHA. I don't even know if it's going to help, but it's the thought that counts right? I love my rents ahahaha. ANYHOW, IT'S LIKE 7PM AND MCF4DYEN STILL HASN'T REPLIED TO MY MOD C ESSAY AKLSJFSDJFKLS. Mod A is done though, WOOHOO. But I feel like I've forgotten everything from Mod B and C already. T_TT WHY DO I HAVE SUCH CRAP MEMORYYYY. back to the top? 3 comments
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