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so silly
Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 1:15:00 AM
reading quotes actually make me feel sad. i mean , its usually my therapy. when im feeling bored, or im thinking about things that mess up my mind, i read quotes. i love quotes. i dont know what id do without them. how did i even live without them before i found where the quote-libraries were ?? haha but i just realised how awful and sad i feel after reading a lot of them. it makes you wish for something more. like ... something that we cant get, something that we wont get until we're all older. more mature. ==" haha. it makes me sad because it reminds me of precious memories. ones that im scared that ill forget. like eurotour08. the other week, i forgot chin was on crutches. like whaaaaaaat/!? i miss paris. the seine. the wally nights. the girls-night-ins. teasing the teachers about getting drunk. con's silly moments. being late for breakfast. not worrying about halfyearlies, yearlies, or anything in general (except maybe getting stuff stolen by gypsies). taking thousands of photos. buying tons of stuff that we wont ever use. kurt, nicolas, grace. eating horse ;D. speaking horrible french. dissing london. reliving the memories of the day. actually nice plane breakfast food. i miss it all. so very very much.  its raining heavily outside.please finish raining before tomorrow morning. i really hope it doesnt rain at the fete.. but back to quotes. im reading this girl's xanga atm. its really awesome because she writes as if her life was (is) a story. but she has so many sad moments and moments that make me wish that i had too. shes made me realise how much i regret not loving my last few years of primary school. year 3 was always the best year haha. but yea... i shouldve enjoyed myself more, cared less about what others thought of me back in primary. dont get me wrong, i love mpps. mpps > all other primary schools in the state, okay? xD. but its just the whole ... well, im actually not too sure. i guess i regret not being happy with myself, and iono... ruse was this whole fresh new start sort of thing. that was good . i love ruse. this is why it really annoys me when people diss ruse. especially when they havnt even been part of it. they hear things, but you cant believe everything that you hear, can you? people who diss ruse just pisses me off. end of story. peer support camp next week. now that brings back memories xD. SIC, thnks fr th mmrs. i miss year 7. we were such losers hahaha. im thankful for this peer support camp.. our year7 one... we spent too much time worrying about things that we shouldnt have bothered worrying about. who are you now? are you still the same or did you change somehow? what do you do at this very moment when i think of you? and when im looking back how we were young and stupid. Do you remember that? i wish we could go backwards in time, but then i wouldnt have become the person i am today. so im glad for the things that happened. its really late, and dad's gna kill me for staying up this late xD. let alone the rest of MIC when im too tired to dance tomorrow. hahaa. love always, tiff.  back to the top? 0 comments
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