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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 12:14:00 AM
figured that im in a xanga mode. here goes; a woman's heart should be so hidden in God, that the boy needs to seek God to find her.   Don't tell God how big your problems are, tell your problems how big your God is.  We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren't going crazy & someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can't.  It doesn't appear that my absence is making your heart grow fonder.  Love doesn't wait. It doesn't wait for you to decide you're ready. It hits you unexpectedly and whether you're willing or not.  I've finally figured out exactly what it is I want. Too bad it's finally out of my reach.  It's almost easy sometimes. But then for a split second it's so terribly difficult. I can't keep missing you this way.  People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually it's the good ones that drive you insane.  I'm going to find a way to be happy. I'd really love to be happy with you, but if I can't be happy with you, then I'll find a way to be happy without you.  Love comes when minipulation stops. When you think more about the other person than his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.  Hold my face in your hands and never let meforget your touch. Button me up in your jacketand never let my heart grow cold. Tie our shoe strings together and never let me walk away.  You asked me what I wanted idealy, like if it was a relationship or something. But what I want is someone who loves spending time with me and vice versa. Someone that I can hold on to for a second longer than normal when they give me hugs. Someone who'll let me borrow their jackets. Someone who'll be there for me when I'm scared or just need someone to talk to. Somebody who can make me laugh. Somebody I can call up and we'll just go do the most random things. Somebody who'll kiss me on the forehead and call me babe, and send me good morning text messages. I could care less about labels or what other people think. I just want someone who will make me happy and I'll do the same for them. The type of relationship that isn't defined by how many times you call me or how many times we hang out in a week, but instead the amount of times I can think of you and smile. Not a relationship where you feel the need to know exactly what the person is doing every second of the day. Not one where if they're not with you all the time, then there's something wrong. But like, where you can have your seperate lives and friends but it all works out because when you do spend time together, you're happy.  Anyone who has had their heart broken, I meanreally broken, shattered, torn to pieces, wouldeasily choose going through that again then forcingit upon someone else. The guilt of making someoneelse feel the way you've felt is too big.  I've accepted that we are never going to happen.And I've also accepted that you are going to bethe one person I carry around in the back of myheart for a very long time, possibly forever. Doyou know how incredibly hard it is to accept bothof these at once?  For the past hour, I've been sitting here,typing, backspacing, writing, erasing,editing, revising. And I just want you toknow, pouring your heart out isn't easy.  i cant decide between samsung omnia icon and htc magic ?? im leaning towards magic because i really really love the android stuff and... well. magic :D   speaks for itself HAHAA. i think im going to start naming my electronic devices.   back to the top? 0 comments
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