holy crap i am genius.

found them,
read them,
confirmed them,
GOT OVER IT.
YES.

i love my life. (:

holyyy craaaaaap.
i dont understand how much pain i couldve put myself through,
how the heck did that change my mind so easily ?
im obviously the most insecure person on earth.

thank goodness i have my lovelies to help me.
cynf, you are the best.
ahahahahaha./
i cant wait to tell you my epiphany.

WOOOOOOOOOOT.
I FEEL FREE.





... how many of you want to bet that this relieved state is not going to last for a day?

and its starting to bug me that..
i feel so much better after being a masochist.
(that was the word, btw)
... there is something wrong with me.

BUT FOR NOW.
YAAAAAAY.
i want to laugh so hard.

maybe take a walk in the park.
call cynthia.

youre not over her are you ?
:)

makes it easier for me.

He promenaded down the thoroughfare.
lolol do you guys remember that? hahaa.

this is why i want a dog.
to have a valid reason to walk to the park
and just talk to my poor dog. HAHA.

would you ever buy me a dog ? D:

i feel like im on a high (: (: (:
yaaaaaay !

I feel happy,
Oh, so happy,
I feel happy and witty and bright!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight.

I feel charming,
Oh, so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel!
And so high
That I hardly can believe I'm real.

See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
What mirror where?
Who can that attractive girl be?
Which? What? Where? Whom?

LOLOL.
i miss those days.
i remember watching westsidestory with YA. when they sleepovered hehehe.
or was it at neds?
.. nuh think it was my place.
anyhow.
i feel so much more refreshed hehehe.
i need to call someone.