9/ reaching one of these milestones makes me happy.

YAY IM HAPPY. 200 is such a rounded number. its weird how i like rounded numbers.
like how when youre changing the volume on tv and it has to be at a number ending with 0 or 5. or when im making lists it has to end with 0 or 1 or 3 or 7.
because theyre the only numbers i like.. LOL.

anyhow. taking a break from studying eco and english. frick frick frick im so screwed for bothhh ): AND 3U maths.
oh gosh +_=
i just want to say that i really hate school atm.
I DONT WANT TO GO ANYMOREE.
i might as well do my best to get chickenpox or something so i can do my exams later.
I WISH THERE WASNT THIS MUCH PRESSURE TO DO WELL.
+_++++++
mm anyhow,
need to stick it out to the end.
I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!

PET PEEVES.
(since jess started a list of it and asked what other peoples pet peeves are).

1. Not knowing what I want to do in life.
I feel like im at this standstill. LIKE I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO. or what i should be doing. so i dont really know what im working towards. ive said before, that the hsc to me is pretty meaningless. as in, its meaningful to the point where we just need the marks, not that we're learning anything thats meant as life-skills. maybe cramming. and learning that procrastination is not good. ever. but doing stuff like bivs and learning languages and becoming more independent, i want to learn those sort of things. not about freaking circle geometry or drawing inverse trig. what the frick do i need that for? im not the sort of person who wants to do science or maths stuff.
i think maybe im just pissed off at needing to study so much and cram so much for nothing. I really want to watch God of Study to see how they cram when theyre the laziest people ever hahaa. any reason to watch drama!!!

2. Procrastination.
Like now.
i hate it how i procrastinate. and then when it gets too late im just like OMG. if only i had ONE MORE DAY. =_=

3. Not understanding something when everyone else does. / mindblanking
Self-explanatory. So much frustration and other negative emotions.
i think its quite obvious that this has everything to do with maths.
and now that i think about it, 3u english. ajslkdasklkflsd

4. The cold.
I dont know why i hate the cold so much. but. maybe its just cause it makes the weather so depressing. and i dont want to do anything but stay in bed.
Actually.. i hate the cold, but id love it if it got so cold that it snowed. hahaa.

5. Having capped internet.
means that, i cant watch dramas, cant check allkpop and watch new MVs, cant go on xanga and find photos/ graphics, its super rageworthy. but its usually because ive spent that month doing all that already so.. =_=

6. Losing something important.
SO FRUSTRATING. I just sit there and look through my entire room and everywhere that I go, and if i still cant find it, then its just so ):
But the thing is, when im trying to find something, I end up finding other important things.
Like the other day I was trying to find a folder that I decorated around one/two years ago, HOW HARD CAN IT BE TO FIND A FOLDER??!
anyhow.
I was looking through a drawer that has like.. piles of absolute unnecessary crap
and found a letter i wrote to myself two years ago LOLOL.
i was meant to open it at the beginning of last year, but i obviously didnt since it was sealed.
it was actually a pretty good reminder to myself to work hard
but.
=_=

7. Insects and spiders.
Hate them with a passion. Except maybe butterflies. All other insects are just .. .askjsdkljfklsdjkflskdf HOW did i do the insect project in year 7 ?!?!?!
But i just hate them. SO MUCH +_+
theyre so gross and asjsdklfjlskdfjkl

8. Watching a movie and then the dvd fails.
As in its scratched or the pictures get jerky.
+_+ SO ANNOYING. especially when it gets to the good bits
and then i dont know what happens!!!!! ):

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because i dont know what to say LOL. =_=
ill finish it later. TIRED ):

need to link a whole lot of peoples blogs ahahaa.