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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 11:25:00 PM
58/ easy days at school make me happy. Im not really sure why, but its harder to blog these days. Maybe Im tired, or I have this nagging feeling in me that's telling me that Ive got so much work to do but Im wasting all this time SLEEPING. Im such an insomniac these days. I think sleeping at 2-3am is early. What the hell. Which is why Im just completely wasted by the time I get home. And then I crash and sleep until about 10-11pm and then I cant sleep until really late/ early again. I think that's why I've decided to not go to the cadet biv this weekend. Every single time that I go on cadet biv, when I come back home, I get sick. And thinking about it now, if I can't handle the right sleeping times for now during SCHOOL time, when am i going to be able to correct it? I'd crash on biv. Not good. I want to cry just thinking about not being able to go on biv. Im superunhappy that I have to miss the last one. How's everyones muck up ideas going? Im going along with the Toy Story idea with Jay, B, India and Bika. (: (: I hope it's going to be good! I hope school photos are going to be okay ==. --- 10 Lasts 1. Cry: yesterday, watching the notebook. it makes me cry EVERY SINGLE TIME i watch it +_+ 2. Beverage: waterrr. and before that, soup. 3. Hug: sonya, albeit a sort of failed one HAHA 4. Movie: the notebook.. but i sort of watched that .. not in order lols. so i guess, gran torino. 5. CD played: havnt played a CD for ages. probably cc's mixtape 6. Song listened to: I don't care - 2NE1 7. Phone call: mum 8. Purchase: lunch with fee + churchies for fee's bday lunch. 9. Laugh: on the bus today with Nik, Chrishan, Trafi and Sonya 10. Deep thought: Reading tumblr stuff just a few moments ago. 8 Have You Evers: 1. Dated one of your best friends: no. 2. Skinny dipped: no. 3. Kissed somebody and regretted it: no. 4. Fallen in love: no. 5. Lost someone you loved: yes. 6. Been depressed: yes. 7. Been drunk and threw up: no. 8. Ran away: from home? yes. 6 Things Youve Done Today: 1. Added new MVs to my itouch to watch. 2. Crashed when I got home and slept for a long time. 3. Contemplated about myself (too much) 4. Had fun hanging out with prefect body.. im pretty sad that we only have about a week left! 5. Made a to-do list to finish before holidays start, and a to-do list until trials. 6. ADORED the new allkpop background!!! 5 Favourite things in no order: 1. Family 2. Memories 3. God's mercy 4. Genuinely close friends 5. Technology 4 People You Last Talked to In Person: (disregarding family) 1. Joyce 2. Nik 3. Chrishan 4. Trafi 3 Wishes: 1. 99+ ATAR 2. Have more self control so Id stop procrastinating and sleep earlier 3. Everyone to stay safe and healthy. 2 Things You Want to Be When You Grow Up: 1. Healthy 2. Inspirational 1 Thing You Regret: 1. Wasting time. --- I think I'll do more letters tomorrow. At the moment, it's hard to think of anything other than 4U. x     back to the top? 4 comments
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