60/ Feeling warm and fuzzy makes me happy.

omggg. It's been a few hectic days. Not really. Friday was hectic, I was feeling sick all day because I allnightered Thurs- Fri to finish the 4U journal, WHICH I have to continue doing, because they wanted my first journal tomorrow too. I've realized that I can't ever do all-nighters anymore. I've noticed now that whenever I'm really tired, I get super fidgety. I just can't sit still. So sitting around in epping library on Friday was the worst. It was cold, and I just kept falling asleep at my desk. Actually I was trying to read Suite Francaise I think it was called, but every second sentence I just dozed off. By the time I got home, I basically ate only half my dinner and called Juu to tell her that I couldn't go to the CMI bowling outing that was organized, and then just crashed from.. I think it was about 8 something to 10am the next day. Freaking asdjklsfjlksd. Last week was just horrible. It still feels like there's an overload of work for me to do, and it's killing me! I'm hating school at the moment. Thank goodness there's holidays soon, but yea I realize that it's not really much of a holiday HAHA.

I just finished reading Jess's cadet biv blog, omgggg I definitely miss it so much ! You know why it wasn't the best biv? BECAUSE I WASN'T THERE. Okay you definitely saw that coming right ahaha. I hope none of you are sick, because honestly, not the best time to get sick for school photos tomorrow.

Speaking of which, DAMN MUCK UP PHOTO. All the staff at Uncle Pete's at Towers probably think I'm some psycho for walking around that shop for about an hour, trying to figure out how to come up with a Jessie from Toy Story costume. I hope what I've got right now is enough to make it not that dodgy. It is dodgy. But yea. ANYWAY.

Back to cadet biv.

DID YOU LIKE MY TEXT MESSAGE? :D Literally the longest text message I've ever sent in my life. I think I've said that like.. 23i409892 times, but the point is! It was a record. You guys should be happy. I don't know how much money I've spent on my phone bill in the past two days ahahaha, since I was calling up basically everyone to see if anyone had a red cowboy hat. Nyeh.

Church today was pretty uneventful, except that all the leaders were away on UBF camp so it was all of us younger kids. Had lunch afterwards at Towers with Juu, Peter, Fluff, Feff and Ranen at Red Spoon (dude that's one of my favourite restaurants ever now, the food there is so yum) - it's Thai, for those who've never heard of it (: - and we interrogated Fluff ! SO FUN. We have to do it again. Hahaha.

Bummed around afterwards talking about random crap until it was about 3something, then I went shopping for muckup costume. HORRIBLE, I tell you. I hate dressing up. I'm just not into wearing weird costumes. Bleh. Also bought Mum's birthday present, and I'm guessing rents and Steph bought mine too (; hahaha. Went out for dinner, talked about so much random stuff as a family - actually it was more Mum and I having a pretty decent conversation about schoolies and school in general, and Steph and Dad were playing Paper Toss on my itouch, and pretty much celebrating every time they got a new record. LOL.

And now here I am.

Have I said that I hate winter? I really dislike these freezing temperatures. Like, I just took a LONG HOT shower and I'm indoors and wrapped in about three layers and I'm still shivering. WHAT THE HELL ): I obviously don't have enough fat in me to keep me warm +_+.

Winter also makes my mind get muddled, which is why you all will have to excuse the random fluidity of these paragraphs and weird vocabulary/ grammar.

Anyone know the times for the photos tomorrow? I'm going to have to bring so much stuff ==;

PS. @jess: I was totally there in spirit. HAHA.

But yea, I get it. I really wish I was there too, especially to get the ratpacks HAHA and to have all these in-jokes with you guys and reminisce and just have a freaking memorable and great time. So I'm glad that at least I have annual memories ahahaha, AND YOURE ALL GOING TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED ANYWAY! :D :D rightright?

my rents have reinforced sleeping times for me now LOL.

I have to get off the computer by midnight,

I can stay in bed with the lights on until 1am,

but anytime after that, I can't do anything else but sleep.

I complained, of course, kus I like working during the night,

but then they were like "you couldnt even go to camp because you were getting sick!"

...

ive learnt my lesson.

x