So.. post-trials, I feel like I'm really just bludging so much that I have nothing left to do. I tried installing Pokemon yesterday, and going back to Neopets, but I dont know.. it all seems so boring now ): And yes I really should be doing my 4u LOL. And OMG I was playing pokemon for a few hours yesterday and my Torchic was on Lvl 31, and I saved it, BUT NOW ITS GONE and the whole pokemon game WONT WORK!!!! T_TTTT -rage-.

Right now, I'm at the State Library where the net is SO IRRITATINGLY SLOW. Which is why I'm not tumblr-ing or doing much. Well it's like noon now, so I have nearly two more hours till I have to get going (: Have to buy another train ticket though, since I really ceebs walking back to Town Hall from Martin Pl.

OMG speaking of which, during the holidays, I was going to State Library to work on History Ext, right. And on the street that the Library is on.. forgot the name, I SAW JOHN HOWARD. Yes, ex-prime minister, JOHN HOWARD. It was raining then, though, so I was in a rush to get to the library since I had forgotten my umbrella ==; but I looked up just to see this man in a suit with an umbrella rush across the street and HE LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE JOHN HOWARD. But we were both rushing so I never got to talk to him or ask for an autograph or anything LOLS.

I don't know why I'm so ecstatic over that hahahaha. Probably because I never usually see any politicians actually on the street, looking normal. I feel really sorry for them, because they have to watch EVERYTHING that they say. Like on the TV now, how the Labor party is completely bagging out Tony Abbott. It's amusing, really, to see the weird facial expressions Abbott has, but at the same time, I feel so sorry for him! (and similarly, KRudd). I was talking to Dad about how I would probably vote for Labor because with all these ads, he really looks quite douchey hahaha and it would be sort of embarrassing for Australia to have a not-so-confident/ bad-with-words prime minister. Like America and George Bush Jr. But Dad was like, someone had previously said that America's government is good in the sense that it doesn't matter whose the actual President, because their inner workings are so good. I'm not that familiar with politics, but it actually does seem to be that way.

I wish I knew what I wanted to do in my life. Even people with ambitions to be a doctor have some sort of purpose to why they are studying. I'm just studying for the sake of being a student, and for the sake of getting a good ATAR, and for the sake of getting a job, stable career, etc etc. But I want to be able to do something that I like and that I'm good at and at this moment, I have no idea what that is.

Omg this guy left his laptop open and the screen is reflecting the sun and it's blinding me. Gah.

Anyhow, so I guess I would've done med if I was any good at science, but I'm not ==; So that's completely out of the picture and it also kills off stuff like engineering. There's law, and there's architecture, but the thing is, with law, I think I'd actually have to be really passionate about it. Considering that I'm not completely passionate about it, except for the fact that it seems interesting to study, I'm not sure if that's even the right career path for me. Architecture seems so fun, but again, I guess if I ever did architecture, I'd have to leave Australia to work, because the job opportunities here in Australia aren't very good. And same with law, because I want to do media law, and do something like what Adam from Masterchef did - media law for DISNEYLAND. That would actually BE a dream job LOL.

I know that the only thing I really want to be able to do in life, is to inspire people. How I'm going to achieve that, I'm not too sure. But that's the thing that's driving me at the moment. I guess I really shouldn't be worrying - I KNOW that God has a plan for me in life, but I do want to at least have some sort of direction ):

It's 12:14 now, so I think that the chem people have finally finished their exams! YAY! Congrats guys!!!!! As for people like Kcho... LOLL bad luck. P: haha jokes, GOODLUCK FOR MOD. And same to any other people who still have exams, in particular, the french/ jap kids who have so much to study for language T_TT. That's another dream of mine though. A goal, actually. I want to be at least trilingual hahaha. I've always wanted to be ever since my mum told me that my godmother was trilingual and I'm like, holy crap that's awesome! She knows, chinese (mando and canto), english and french. Which was why I was studying French lulz. And anyhow, she married a French guy, and my godsister - Christelle, is so pretty ;_; I wish I was half french hahaha.

It's been forever since I last saw my godmother properly though. Like before we moved to Australia was the last time I saw her face-to-face. And I've never met my godfather or Christelle, I've only ever just seen photos. Nevertheless! I can't wait until I can go to France and really visit them. I think I was meant to go this year, post-hsc, but then it's winter there and it's like, impossible to do anything during winter in France ): lameeeee.

HK will be cold too though, so I've been on the lookout for more winter jackets, yay! I saw this awesome warm trench coat at Forever New yesterday during the shopping spree with Fee and it was $70! discounted from $100. Except my mother would completely own me for spending so much on a jacket ==; no matter how soft and pretty and puffy it was. She'd be like, THAT'S $490 IN HK$! and etc. hahaha. But I'll tell her about it later and hopefully, it might be discounted even more by the end of this week or something and I can go buy it. -fingers crossed-

Damn, I better get back to work. I just realized that I have class tomorrow at Intu so I can't come back here to work ==; and Saturday I've got more tutoring, and Sunday is .. well, Sunday. And then Monday is back to schoooooool, noooooooooooooooo ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

Really do not want papers back.

x

ps. CHRISYIP I DO NOT EDWARDO YOU LOL. You just edwardo yourself by responding to that picture in what could be an english essay when you should be concentrating on chem you noob. Hahahah. In response to this:

littlemisscompulsive:(see here)

,this is what he emailed me:

hey dude.

in reply to ur comment "how romantic is this?" in regards to the pic of the guy proposing to the woman on the cliff:

NO. NOT COOL. Whilst initially seeming romantic, note that they are on a cliff. The salient positioning of the woman to the left side of the cliff underlines the dangers which she risks by rejecting the man, a view reinforced by Mr. Collin's blunt assertion "it is by no means that another offer of marriage may be offered to you again." If the man were to physically force her off the cliff, then his words truly foreshadow this cathartic tragedy. Furthermore, this may be emphasised by the opening line in the epilogue of "two star crossed lovers doomed to die (or something like that LOL)." Thus, the prophetic statement underscores the pressure which she is under to oblige the man and reply with a "yes". In conclusion, with reference to Austen's Pride and Prejudice and Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, we can essentially gain a deeper understanding of the perilous nature of the situation in the picture, again a bleak representation of the subjugation of women in modern society much akin to the restrictive role of women before their liberation in the 1980's resulting from the influx of egalitarian and feminist values.

SO NO. He could just push her off LOL. Not cool. instead very freaky lol.

omg. you just edwardoed me again. i spent like 5 min writing this. i hate you. remind me to punch you the next time i see you haha.

chris.

So my response is that:
that comment of "How romantic is this" wasn't even my comment in the first place LOL. I just reblogged it from someone. So I can't really be held completely responsible for a rant that is not even meant for me :D. (don't bother mentioning how it was me who reblogged it in the first place, WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON TUMBLR THE NIGHT BEFORE YOUR LAST EXAM?! LOL)

Therefore I completely agree with Jess that Chris Yip is the true edwardoer of himself.
hahahahaha.

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