A letter to someone who means so much right now:

EDIT: Okay so I decided that it was somewhat lame to leave it as just one piece of encrypted text lols. Yesterday was quite hectic. It was honestly a very facepalm-headdesk-worthy day. I realised a lot of things that were just so exasperating and stupid that I wonder what was really going on for me to be so muddled.

Got Chin to wake me up at 630AM in the morning so I could study a bit before I went to Intu. Complete fail. At least I actually picked up - on the second time he called - but it was a whole lot of mumble from me and a whole lot of TIFF ITS TIME TO GET UP. GO DO WORK. GET OUT OF BED. I think I distinctly remember saying something like Nooooo. I can study in bed.

WRONG. I can't. Basically hung up and went right back to sleeeeeep. Woke up about an hour later to get ready to go to Intu since rents had to leave at 8AM. LAMEEEE ): AND THERE WAS A SPIDER IN MY BATHROOM YUUUCK. I think it's still there. Like, half curled up at the back of the door, and I just keep an eye on it, just in case it randomly decides to epic crawl to my clothes or to my toiletries. Eugh, yuckkk.

OH yes, spider. Reminds me to remind you all to go watch what happened to Esther, courtesy of Milo (who should not consider himself that cool because I GOT A BDAY TEXT FROM JAN TOO :D .. eventually) and Ksin. Uh... link... lemme go find it in a sec. But seriously, genius. It was epic to the epic.

I think I'm off topic. Intu. So I got there at about 830AM and decided to finish writing in India's memory book (I wrote 12 pages btw, if anyone cares :D BEAT AMBIKAA) and did ESP 8. ANOTHER EPIC FAILLL ): But then I had a tute after ESP but only then did I realise that I forgot to bring any of my previous exams to mark down. ==; Called Dad and told him, and he basically said, no we cant pick you up. So I had to stay at Epping GJs for another hour before they came to pick me up. Ate lunch at Ewood, went home to get ready for Eng tutoring.

OMG. Okay, so I show my tutor my english essays, and I've brought my previous essays that I fullmarked in. She starts reading my Mod A trial essay, and she stops. Picks up my previous essay from Term 4, and compares them. She turns to me, and pretty much says to me that THESE TWO ESSAYS ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.

AND IM LIKE WHAAAAAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I read my Term 4 Essay and my Trials Essay, AND THEY ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. FUCK MY LIFE. I basically learnt the wrong essay for trials. As in, I copied/ pasted a draft into a new document, and learnt that. And got 14/20 for what couldve been a 20/20 essay.

HOLY FREAKING FACEPALM/ HEADDESK.

I was sad for the rest of the entire day.

Then I got home, completely wasted and feeling retarded for doing such a stupid thing in my life and contemplating mind death (no not really) but IT WAS HORRIBLE. LIKE WHAT WAS I DOING?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

So I get home and decide to do Co-op anyway, because I'm missing Elon's Awesome Crazy Hat 21st Birthday Party right now for stupid SCHOLARSHIP APPLICATIONS THAT I PROBABLY WONT EVEN GET and I log in to Co-op. And then I look at my UAC number and I think. Wait, why is this one different? So I go back to my private blog, because I wrote my BOS number in that back in Year10, and the number is 20064324. And I'm like yea that's cool, it matches Co-op. BUT THEN, I switch to my other page where I have my other UNSW scholarship stuff open, and I'm like WAIT. WHY IS THIS 20064234?? AND THEN I THINK, FUCK MY LIFE. IVE SENT IN THE WRONG UAC NUMBER FOR MY ENGLISH 4U. Because I distinctly remember writing down 20064234 on the front page. T_TTT.

So I panic, and Debs, Chin, CC and Esther are completely bombarded by my panic. But thankfully, Esther has a bout of smartness, and tells me to try logging into UAC with the two different numbers, because theres no way that UAC would let me log in with the right pin with a wrong number. SO I TRY IT AND IT WORKS AND IM JUST SO RELIEVED AND YAYYYYYY.

But that was facepalm/ headdesk worthy number 2.

Note to self:
1. FINISH SCHOLARSHIPS/ PRINT/ GET READY FOR SIGNINGS TOMORROW
2. LEARN MIC DANCE
3. GET A MEMORY BOOK (?) y/n havnt decided yet
4. FINISH ECO NOTES
5. FINISH ANCIENT NOTES
6. REWRITE CREATIVES - 2u/3u
7. REWRITE MOD A ESSAY (omg)
8. PRINT ALL ENG ESSAYS (2u/3u) TO HAND IN TO TEACHERS TOMORROW
9. COOK DINNER TONIGHT
10. SLEEP EARLY SO I CAN WAKE UP AT 6AM TOMORROW (aka 11pm)

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