The worst part was hearing the bell ring at 3:05. There was just such a profound sense of sadness and finality in that. Like I could literally hear myself thinking, holy crap. thats, the last bell we're ever going to hear. That really marked the end of our high school days. And that was when it has finally hit me, that I'm done. 13 years of school, people!

I remember hugging Tanya - dude, seriously, Pansy has just done so much for our grade. And then I saw Squed with tears and CC was trying not to look like he was crying and Rol started crying and then I just died from the waterworks again. And we were so busy hugging everyone and saying bye that most of us (Chrishan, Nik, Brian, Mike, me), ones who, earlier in the week were like OMG WEDNESDAY, LAST BUS TRIP EVERR, actually missed the bus. HAHA. So sorry Alan and Romdom and Louie ): and whoever else caught the bus without us. We stayed in the quad and just went back to crying and hugging people. Well I did. +_+; And after most people had left we just sat and reminisced a bit and said bye. Got a lift off Mike home (: yay ty Mike, say thanks to your mum again for me.

High school has just been an amazing journey. I think I'm somewhat repeating myself from the last two blogs LOL. But no kidding, I love Ruse so much. I STILL wish that I was closer to some people before I left, but we still have time (: POST-HSC and UNIIII. Hopefully I can make it into ANU though, at least. HAHAA. So even if I go interstate, i hope our grade sticks together through thick and thin. I want outings and dinners and sleepovers every time I go back to Sydney. And if I suck too much to get into ANU then I'll prolly see you guys more often that usual LOL.

Now that its actually the last day of school, i have to say that i feel incredibly sad, im very very afraid of forgetting all my memories, im really anxious about how ill be able to keep in touch with everyone, and im so scared of wasting away without my grade's support every single day. i fucking love ruse2010 so much.

STOP MAKING ME CRY FAIJSFKLDJFDAMIT.

I'm hungry. If it wasn't so cold today, I'd have grabbed a tub of icecream and started eating.

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